It's already 2 o'clock in the morning.
I'm leaving in few hours time.
And I haven started packing at all.
I still can't believe I'm leaving in just few hours time already.
Time really flies.
Especially the happy ones.
Emo. The feeling just hit.
Feeling heavy to leave at the moment.
Feeling scare that things might change and people who love me a lot might be gone when I come back next time.
And I will be regretting for not able to spend all those precious moments with them.
To my family, I love you all.
Chin Ga Mei won't be the Chin Ga Mei now without you all.
You guys make my wishes come true, tolerate my temper and willing to do everything for me without asking or expecting something in return.
To my friends, I appreciate you all.
I don't usually give a lot effort in maintaining friendships.
But now that I'm leaving, I only realized that I have so many wonderful friends around.
I'm feeling so lucky that for someone like me who didn't give out much effort, but receiving so much blessings in return.
To all the others who I met and appeared in my life here, I thank you all.
Thanks for all the blessings and wishes.
Some of you I don't even know your name. But I can really feel your sincerity while saying 一路顺风to me.
For those who I'd met, I'd really learnt a lot from you guys, especially the kids in Sunflower.
They really touched my heart with their optimism.
And also the way they open their heart to strangers like me who only met them for the first time.
I love my home.
Such a wonderful place with wonderful people around.
Bye Miri. I'll be back.
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Diarrhoea
Labels: malade, random
According to Wikipedia,
Diarrhea (from the Greek, διὰρροια meaning "a flowing through" *such a pleasant word for lao sai =.=*), also spelled diarrhoea, is the condition of having three or more loose or liquid bowel movements per day.
It is a common cause of death in developing countries and the second most common cause of infant deaths worldwide. O____O" I'm lucky enough to survive till now.
The loss of fluids through diarrhea can cause dehydration and electrolyte imbalances.
In 2009 diarrhea was estimated to have caused 1.1 million deaths in people aged 5 and over and 1.5 million deaths in children under the age of 5.
Yes, Diarrhoea again. Let's just call it lao sai. The medical term is so hard to spell =_= I had been lao sai-ing for 3 fking days !!! OMG I just broke my record of lao sai-ing coz the most I had is only for 2 days.
From what I can recall, these are the most memorable diarrhoea experiences in my life * bangga *
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Diarrhea (from the Greek, διὰρροια meaning "a flowing through" *such a pleasant word for lao sai =.=*), also spelled diarrhoea, is the condition of having three or more loose or liquid bowel movements per day.
It is a common cause of death in developing countries and the second most common cause of infant deaths worldwide. O____O" I'm lucky enough to survive till now.
The loss of fluids through diarrhea can cause dehydration and electrolyte imbalances.
In 2009 diarrhea was estimated to have caused 1.1 million deaths in people aged 5 and over and 1.5 million deaths in children under the age of 5.
Yes, Diarrhoea again. Let's just call it lao sai. The medical term is so hard to spell =_= I had been lao sai-ing for 3 fking days !!! OMG I just broke my record of lao sai-ing coz the most I had is only for 2 days.
From what I can recall, these are the most memorable diarrhoea experiences in my life * bangga *
2007 Year End Beijing Winter Trip:
My 2nd visit to Beijing after SPM. Stayed at China World Trade Centre ( cousins' home ) for around 2 weeks. Since my cousins and family had moved there for quite some time, they are quite familiar of where to find all those local goodies ( food lah of coz ) I ate like crazy. Street food at 王府井and西单，buffet at 金钱豹 The Golden Jaguar ( this is the best buffet I had in my entire life, go google it and you will know why ), Peking Duck and Steamboat. OMG * SLURPS * Not to forget my favourite lamb skewer at some random road side XD
End result: Starting to have diarrhoea 2 days before I went back home. ( not becoz of i ate too much hor, it's becoz of you-know-lah-china-kind-of-food-hygiene ) But then I ignored it and continue eating la as usual XD Till the night before I left, my massive laosai-ing began. From my uncle home in Beijing, to Beijing International Airport, to the plane from Beijing to KL, to KLIA, to the plane from KLIA to Miri, to Miri Airport, until my home =.= I forgot how many times I had lao-ed. And laosai-ing on plane is such a nightmare!!! T.T
During Industrial Training in Penang :
Nasi Lemak in Subaidah !!!! I don't know why I'm the only one who kena but my bf was so fine T.T I was still in HK dept that time and I have to run so far to locker to keep lao-ing until I cannot tahan half-way working while my superior was half-way talking to me, I ran to the toilet to vomit =.= Food poisoning. That was killing. But the good thing is I got 2 days MC wahaha
Few days after my 20th Birthday, Diploma Term 5 :
I don't know whether is because I ate too much during my birthday or what ( but I still don't understand why others who ate the same thing as me were fine ), the massive laosai-ing started just a day after that, early morning. It's so serious that while sitting at the toilet bowl laosai-ing, I vomitted in front, on the floor =.= I know it's gross but I really couln't hold it. In the end I couldn't even stand properly and cold sweating over my body. I called Mag for emergency and she came all the way to bring me to clinic * touched * After having an injection and swallowed lotsa pills. I could even go for DELF tuition in the afternoon, eat again at Group 4,5,6 food promotion at night, and had a midnight movie at Mid Valley. I salute myself. HAHA
I seriously have no idea why my stomach is so sensitive. Lately, within few weeks only I had two massive diarrhoea again. The first time was when I went back to Miri, after eating some durians ( too heaty I think? ) then I started to vomit and laosai the next morning. And the second time was 3 days ago. Really have no idea what is the cause this time. All I did in these 3 days was just lying on bed, going to toilet and sleep.
AHHHH T.T Anyone know any cure to this? Or what should I eat to have a stronger stomach?
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Indecisive, Compare, Regret
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If I was given a chance to change only one thing about myself, I won't change myself into a hot girl with gorgeous body, neither having a healthier body, nor abandoning my extremely laziness and last minute-ness. I'm seriously fed up with my indecisiveness. I'm fat and unhealthy, I can still put the blame on food, no time to exercise and etc. more of any lame excuses. For laziness and last minute-ness, at least I can sacrifice my sleeping time, stay up late and study. Indecisiveness only leads to regrets, especially when you get something that you think that you could get a better one, did something that you could perform better and even letting go someone that you could never get a better one.
Scenario 1:
Saw something nice (A). Went to another shop and saw something equally nice (B)
Compare: To buy A or B. A is nice but B is nice too. But somehow A is cheaper and B is more expensive. But B looks better in a way. A has a better function anyhow. B has great reviews from friends. A is highly recommended by the sales girl.
Indecisive: Struggling to make a decision so badly and in the end just choose one randomly.
Regret: After buying A home, can't stop thinking about B. Keep thinking that I should had bought B. Regret. Pissed. Sien. Went back to buy B again.
Consequences: Spent 2 times the money than I should. Abandon A, creating another rubbish at home.
Scenario 2:
Dealing with people. To care or not to care.
Compare: If I care too much, I will not get the equal treatment in return. Maybe I will just be ignored, maybe 好心没好报, maybe people thinks that you are annoying and you should just mind your own business. If not to care, what if something happen to that someone just because that I don't give a F about it? What if we cannot be friends anymore as friends are supposed to help each other?
Indecisive: In the end, choose to care for just that I don't dare to take the risk and guilt if something bad really happen.
Regret: Efforts not being appreciated, being used, 好心有时候真的是没有好报的。
Consequences: Can only blame my own stupidity, can only pissed on myself as no one told me to be so called gepo about the incident.
Scenario 3:
Relationship. To hold on or not to hold on.
Compare: If hold on, both parties are going to suffer. If let go, both parties are going to suffer either. Maybe let go each of us has the chance to find happiness from someone else again? Maybe holding on I won't hurt him that much?
Indecisive: Struggling to make a decision. Since 长痛不如短痛，choose to let go.
Consequences: Realized letting go is the real 长痛，struggling to forget about him, wanted to make up for the relationship again, but he had found someone already. Again, BLAME YOURSELF !!!
I hate feeling regret. I hate it when I can't find someone to blame on, can't find someone to let go of my anger, and the only thing I can do is blame myself. Scolding and screaming on someone is so much easier than screaming out loud inside your heart as if it is going to burst soon and there's no sound coming out.
I hate it when I did something that I knew i shouldn't do and then apologize for it. I know I will get a "nevermind" or "it's ok" for sure. But wounds aren't that easy to be sealed, especially those that hurt your heart. What's left is only guilt.
I hate this. I hate it when I can't make a decision that satisfies me. I hate it when I cant forsee the consequences. I hate to feel regret. I hate to feel guilty. I hate myself for feeling all these. FML 1 comments
Scenario 1:
Saw something nice (A). Went to another shop and saw something equally nice (B)
Compare: To buy A or B. A is nice but B is nice too. But somehow A is cheaper and B is more expensive. But B looks better in a way. A has a better function anyhow. B has great reviews from friends. A is highly recommended by the sales girl.
Indecisive: Struggling to make a decision so badly and in the end just choose one randomly.
Regret: After buying A home, can't stop thinking about B. Keep thinking that I should had bought B. Regret. Pissed. Sien. Went back to buy B again.
Consequences: Spent 2 times the money than I should. Abandon A, creating another rubbish at home.
Scenario 2:
Dealing with people. To care or not to care.
Compare: If I care too much, I will not get the equal treatment in return. Maybe I will just be ignored, maybe 好心没好报, maybe people thinks that you are annoying and you should just mind your own business. If not to care, what if something happen to that someone just because that I don't give a F about it? What if we cannot be friends anymore as friends are supposed to help each other?
Indecisive: In the end, choose to care for just that I don't dare to take the risk and guilt if something bad really happen.
Regret: Efforts not being appreciated, being used, 好心有时候真的是没有好报的。
Consequences: Can only blame my own stupidity, can only pissed on myself as no one told me to be so called gepo about the incident.
Scenario 3:
Relationship. To hold on or not to hold on.
Compare: If hold on, both parties are going to suffer. If let go, both parties are going to suffer either. Maybe let go each of us has the chance to find happiness from someone else again? Maybe holding on I won't hurt him that much?
Indecisive: Struggling to make a decision. Since 长痛不如短痛，choose to let go.
Consequences: Realized letting go is the real 长痛，struggling to forget about him, wanted to make up for the relationship again, but he had found someone already. Again, BLAME YOURSELF !!!
I hate feeling regret. I hate it when I can't find someone to blame on, can't find someone to let go of my anger, and the only thing I can do is blame myself. Scolding and screaming on someone is so much easier than screaming out loud inside your heart as if it is going to burst soon and there's no sound coming out.
I hate it when I did something that I knew i shouldn't do and then apologize for it. I know I will get a "nevermind" or "it's ok" for sure. But wounds aren't that easy to be sealed, especially those that hurt your heart. What's left is only guilt.
I hate this. I hate it when I can't make a decision that satisfies me. I hate it when I cant forsee the consequences. I hate to feel regret. I hate to feel guilty. I hate myself for feeling all these. FML 1 comments
Things to do
Labels: miri, random
Oink, I'm back to Miri !!! =) I'm back since last Saturday night and I have been living my life like a pig! =.= Life in Miri is basically just sleep and eat, wake up and eat more. Ahhhhh !!! But I'm on a strict diet anyway, due to my blood sugar thingy ( my reading is 8.6 now, which is ok to me but not ok to my mom ) My mom is forcing me to drink celery+capsicum+some raw vege+lemon juice every morning, not a sip, but a whole glass about 500ml. Eh, but I found it quite nice anyway. Lol. Besides that I have to drink a lot of Rooibos tea and occasionally Burdock Root tea.
Another thing that irritates me the most is my skin allergy. Those who'd been the same class with me had witnessed this a lot as those annoying swollen rashes just won't stop popping out on my body! They annoy the shits out of me and I still can't find the source that caused the allergy. Today, I finally went to the clinic and got an injection. Hope it gets better soon.
Out of boredom, I'm watching Glee now =.= Ok I know I am outdated but I told myself that I won't watch Glee ( despite how Ryan Ten and gang were obsessed with it and telling me how nice is it ) coz I simply hate high school musical =.= But I found Glee is not that bad leh, and I found Mr Shu IS HOT !!! Do I have something towards elder guy? Particularly elder Ang Mo, woooo~~
There's so many things that I need to do in Miri before I get back to KL on 26th
- Renew passport
- Facial treatment
- Rebond hair
- Eat laksa
- Eat kolok mee
- Go Brunei eat Escapade
- Update blog
- Meet up with friends
- Spend more time with family
- Study French
- Final payment to SHMS
- Cooking and Baking
- Execise
- Lower down my blood sugar
- Tell my mom about Jerry
Ampang Korean Food
Labels: ampang, bao bei, food, kl
Went Ampang with Jerry yesterday and we had really awesome Korean food for the whole day ~ It is actually my second visit to Korean Village. The first time we had pretty awesome Korean BBQ and bought some Korean snacks as well. Yesterday, we stopped by at Ampang Point and shopped around. Then we had some korean snacks first.
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Korean sushi~ not bad though but I miss Yea Sun's mom sushi with Bulgogi inside! Yums~
This is a major letdown, Korean Seafood Pancake with a tad too thick batter. And the condiments were so damn little! I only tasted spring onions and a few bits of squid =.= Even the one in the Korean Restaurant in Miri tasted much better.
After wandering around in Ampang Point, we decide to walk to the Korean Village. But damn! It started to rain T.T So we went to Old Town to have some ice blended hazelnut coffee ( yums~ ) and waited for the rain to stop.The rain stopped at 6 something then we walked to Korean Village and looked around~
The Korean Village~ basically it's just some shop lots with lotsa korean restaurants and korean marts. There is a cafe and bakery called Provence Bakery operated by a korean guy. The interior is very comfy and they sell mouth-watering breads~ I went there on my first visit to Korean Village so I went back again to grab something before it closed.
Then, we walked around in the Korean marts and found a lot interesting snacks and canned food ( all imported from korea of course ) and we saw canned silk pupa =.= yucks ! I was tempted to buy some kimchi to make kimchi ji gae but then I'm going back Miri soon so I didn't buy any T.T
It is very hard for us to decide which restaurant to dine coz all of them are selling the same food! The one that we went last time was quite good ( the first shop from the left in the picture above ) but then we wanted to go for something new. So we wandered around and see which shop has more customers. At last we decided to go to the shop beside the shop that we visited last time.
The food is nice! And their meat is really fresh. They sliced their meat on the spot with a machine once the customers placed an order. They have this chiller-displaying-thing to let you choose the meat yourself. We ordered one portion of thinly sliced pork belly and one portion of lamb ribs. Then out of curiosity, I ordered the pork soup with pig face meat and stuffed pork sausage. The thing that impressed us most is that the Bangladesh staff jotted down our order in Korean words! WTF betul, they can speak korean somemore. Now, let the pictures do the talking.
hot burning charcoal placed underneath the metal plate
Firstly, the staff glazed the metal plate with the onion, the placed the pork belly piece by piece. They're like bacon with no seasoning.
Our table which is full of condiments! They are bottomless actually and I kept asking for more kimchi and lettuce XD
Lamb ribs! My favourite !
The way of eating korean bbq is, take a piece lettuce, pick a piece of meat and dip it into your choice of sauce and add your choice of condiment. I like to add spring onions, kimchi and some garlic :) Then wrap it up and eat! Sluuuurrppssss ~ ~
There come the soup. It's steaming hot so I didn't really manage to take clear picture of it. It is actually a DIY soup. The soup came with no seasoning and you have to season it yourself. They gave us seasoning salt, fermented shrimps ( the one you need to make kimchi ), chopped spring onions and chili paste. The soup is quite good but nothing impressive. I still prefer kimchi ji gae~ my all time favourite to go with rice =)
We had a very satisfied meal and we were bloated! The bill came up with RM 59 which is think is quite worth it. I can't wait to explore more restaurants in Korean Village next time when I get back to KL =) Switzerland doesn't have korean food T___________T
遗憾
Labels: random
时间过得好快哦, 现在已经degree term 4 的最后一个星期了。 很难想象这已经是我在taylors求学的最后一个星期了。。。这个星期四就开始考试了，考到下个星期五， 然后就要跟学校讲tata咯~ 星期六我就回家了~ 有点后悔当初订了那么早回的机票，还有好多人都还没见哦，还有好多事情还没做，唉~时间不够用。
各位，我要去瑞士读书咯。虽然是个很突然的决定，但是我知道这真的是一直以来自己很想得到，很想要表现好的东西。要出国了，很期待，可是难免还是有很多遗憾。
遗憾没有把自己的身体照顾好
遗憾没有陪到家人就要走了
遗憾我跟宝贝的感情可能因为距离的关系可能没办法延续
遗憾我最好的朋友离开前没有办法见到他一面
遗憾和曾经最爱，最了解我的人的关系搞到那么僵
遗憾还有很多想学的东西没有学完 ( 我想学拉糖，日本语，还有我的法文现在也是半天吊）
突然好想回去Shangri-La Pastry Kitchen training 哦，CK 还没有教到我做chocolate truffles, Terry 还有很多production的东西都还没教我，我还没有进到lemon garden 和 2go...我好想学怎样做我最爱吃的栗子蛋糕， 我还没有亲手做pavlova 和 macarons... 宝贝还没有教我做almond croissant, 还有还有。。。我还没有克服我的sheeter恐惧症，我要自己成功的sheet完一张dough!
突然觉得，我在这里什么都有。有超级宠我的男朋友，疼我的家人还有关心我的朋友！ 可是我竟然选择离开他们。。。
说真的在ｋｌ的这两年真的很开心。我经历了很多，心碎，学坏，开心，感动，失望，崩溃，窝心， 什么都有 =) 当然也学会了很多，长大了。 我很珍惜在这里的每一份回忆，希望我走了后你们不要忘记我哦 ＝） 2 comments
各位，我要去瑞士读书咯。虽然是个很突然的决定，但是我知道这真的是一直以来自己很想得到，很想要表现好的东西。要出国了，很期待，可是难免还是有很多遗憾。
遗憾没有把自己的身体照顾好
遗憾没有陪到家人就要走了
遗憾我跟宝贝的感情可能因为距离的关系可能没办法延续
遗憾我最好的朋友离开前没有办法见到他一面
遗憾和曾经最爱，最了解我的人的关系搞到那么僵
遗憾还有很多想学的东西没有学完 ( 我想学拉糖，日本语，还有我的法文现在也是半天吊）
突然好想回去Shangri-La Pastry Kitchen training 哦，CK 还没有教到我做chocolate truffles, Terry 还有很多production的东西都还没教我，我还没有进到lemon garden 和 2go...我好想学怎样做我最爱吃的栗子蛋糕， 我还没有亲手做pavlova 和 macarons... 宝贝还没有教我做almond croissant, 还有还有。。。我还没有克服我的sheeter恐惧症，我要自己成功的sheet完一张dough!
突然觉得，我在这里什么都有。有超级宠我的男朋友，疼我的家人还有关心我的朋友！ 可是我竟然选择离开他们。。。
说真的在ｋｌ的这两年真的很开心。我经历了很多，心碎，学坏，开心，感动，失望，崩溃，窝心， 什么都有 =) 当然也学会了很多，长大了。 我很珍惜在这里的每一份回忆，希望我走了后你们不要忘记我哦 ＝） 2 comments
I'm still alive ! :)
Labels: random
好久没有更新了。我看很多人都以为我的部落格死了吧。你们错了！！！我这就更新了啦 :)
最近好忙， 简直就是超级忙。 好多功课和考试要应付。 要录影片啦。。。唱歌作曲填词啦。。。拍广告啦。。。演歌舞剧啦。。。这个那个的。 各位不要怀疑，是的，我在读着酒店管理系的。 拜托啦！！！ 做那些 功课是有够花时间的。。。好累哦。。。还有期中考，还有报告要交。。。等等。。。
救命啊。。。T.T
最重要的是这个星期天就是DELF A2, 也就是第二级 的法文考试啦。很怕。。。 T.T 其实有点后悔为什么那么早要拿A2， 有很多东西都还没学过的耶。。。 怕我自己应付不来，怕考试怯场，怕作文写不出， 怕listening的时候听不出答案。。。总之就有很多的东西好怕。唉。。。我要加油了。。。就算肥佬了对自己也有个交待。。。至少尽力了
除了学业之外，最近身体也出了很多状况。 前阵子患上了骨痛热症。最近又泻肚子，又发烧，还有莫名的皮肤敏感。 突然觉得自己的机器越来越有问题了。我要改变我的生活和饮食习惯！（等我有时间先）
其实有很多照片要分享的，等我有时间先吧 :) That's all for now la :) 0 comments
最近好忙， 简直就是超级忙。 好多功课和考试要应付。 要录影片啦。。。唱歌作曲填词啦。。。拍广告啦。。。演歌舞剧啦。。。这个那个的。 各位不要怀疑，是的，我在读着酒店管理系的。 拜托啦！！！ 做那些 功课是有够花时间的。。。好累哦。。。还有期中考，还有报告要交。。。等等。。。
救命啊。。。T.T
最重要的是这个星期天就是DELF A2, 也就是第二级 的法文考试啦。很怕。。。 T.T 其实有点后悔为什么那么早要拿A2， 有很多东西都还没学过的耶。。。 怕我自己应付不来，怕考试怯场，怕作文写不出， 怕listening的时候听不出答案。。。总之就有很多的东西好怕。唉。。。我要加油了。。。就算肥佬了对自己也有个交待。。。至少尽力了
除了学业之外，最近身体也出了很多状况。 前阵子患上了骨痛热症。最近又泻肚子，又发烧，还有莫名的皮肤敏感。 突然觉得自己的机器越来越有问题了。我要改变我的生活和饮食习惯！（等我有时间先）
其实有很多照片要分享的，等我有时间先吧 :) That's all for now la :) 0 comments
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